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this is me sitting here
this is me thinking of something update about
this is me racking my brain
and this is me finishing my update about nothing
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[22 Jun 2003|02:22am] |
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so i haven't been doing much...just touring, jenn aniston is coming with me, were going to hang out and have fun and see how much trouble we can get into *wink wink* anyway...album sales are doing awsome, i just found out that last month i was the number one artist on msn.com and my album went to number 5 on the billboard charts its first week out...i don't know why i'm just finding this out, my agents a loser...anyhow i'm off to get drunk...anyone want to follow??
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[20 Jun 2003|03:05am] |
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goodbye to the old me and on to the new.
there are some things in life not worth putting yourself through.
when it pulls you in ten directions at once its hard to choose.
but you try and you try, and then finally you lose.
everyone else seems normal and you do too.
nobody else knows feels or sees what you are going through.
life is not a game, it is in front of you and it is real.
don't let others actions and words tell you how to feel.
but sometimes it all just makes you want to cry
and so once again i say goodbye
goodbye to the old me and on to the new.
since when has everything stopped being good enough for you?
just remember that you're never alone
no matter how hard you want to believe it, you're never alone
its a gift and at the same time a curse
you have to remember it could always get worse
when left to your own thoughts you'll be eaten alive
you have to learn to let things go if you want to survive
yet sometimes it all just makes you want to cry
and so once again i say goodbye
goodbye to the old me and on to the new.
i give up, i dont know what to do.
sometimes the truth is hard to find.
your rational thoughts can jade your mind.
but your irrational thoughts can kill you.
quit looking at other people and what they do.
when you base your life on other peoples standards youre wrong.
you lose control of yourself and all of a sudden it doesnt matter whats been going on or what things have been like before in the past or the structure or pattern set by previous people. you need to break that and find yourself. break away from yourself as well. we are the cause of our own downfall yet no matter how much we understand this and no matter how much we try
sometimes it all just makes you want to cry
and so once again i say goodbye
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[19 Jun 2003|12:13am] |
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first hi y'all to the new people...i'm lisa...duh...okay i seen that prince william is here...since they called my father the king...does that mean i'm a princess? interesting...lol...don't mind me...aimee call me...need to chat...anyway...god tonight at the show, things got a little out of hand...there was this guy in the front saying something like, 'omigod lisa i love you' and it must have been his girlfriend by him because he got hit...i started laughing right in the middle of 'lights out'...its funny...anyhow i'm out...i'll update more later...
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[17 Jun 2003|02:42pm] |
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i'm sitting here in my hotel room waiting until the show tonight...i'm sitting here eating chocolate donuts and drinking pepsi...that so cannot be good...somebody better take them away from me before i get fat...again...i went to graceland on my two days off, it was relaxing to get away and be somewhere were i can think and write more songs...yes there will be another album, but not until at least the end of next year...so everyone that has my album now...wait until this album comes out i've got three song wrote already...if y'all want to here them...i'll post them...but for now i'm going to get back to my chocolate donuts and pepsi...check y'all later...
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[14 Jun 2003|01:47am] |
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well its what i asked for and i got it...touring much fun...only wish i had some company besides these damn security guards...i'm about to shove my foot up their asses...but thats okay...one more show then i'm off for a few days to relax...someone come and talk to me....
lisa x marie xxx
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[12 Jun 2003|01:34am] |
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So my first concert at the Boston fleet pavilion went great...actually better than i had expected...I've got another tomorrow at the cape cod meoldy tent...and then the 13th at the merrill auditorium...then i've got two days off...but i'm glad they started because i was beginning to get a bit nervous...anywho...well we had an interesting night...we did kareokee* and i sang um...Bring me to Life by Evanesence...I totally dig that song...but then i had to get going home...yeah miss aimee told me tonight she was the one who had messed with my hair shampoo and made my hair turn green...i'm not exactly sure on the reason, but i'm over it, my hair is back to normal and i'm fine...i just didn't understand why, or what i did to anyone...so i haven't talked with many people on aim...i must have some funky disease...well i'm off to bed...need sleepy..chat with everyone later...
( OCC )
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[11 Jun 2003|03:10am] |
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so my tour starts today...i'm a bit nervous...i mean i've performed before at graceland for a tribute to my father...but not like this, not just for me...its a bit wierd...but i guess i'll deal with it...hey lookie at my new icon...like it...love it...but anyway...so...sorry i haven't really been on the aim thingy...trying to get shit set up for the tour...that takes up a lot of time if you think about it...so someone come and talk to me...
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[09 Jun 2003|04:41am] |
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Living Dead Girl- Rob Zombie |
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so the last 3 or 4 days have been just...blah...i had more press shit for the upcoming tour...but with may i add...green hair...so yeah thanks whoever did it...which i'm pretty sure who's done it...i just hope that you know that this doesn't make you any bigger of a person...like i said before..your nothing but an english bitch...but anyway...back to what i was saying...after the press...i went back home and phoned danny...talked to him and talked with ben...he's with him...he seems to be having fun...i'm not hiding anything anymore...i miss danny...i miss having him around...i miss being able to touch him when i want and not worry about getting looks...but i'm not sure how he feels...if he feels the same or not...but i'm going now...talk with everyone later...
( Living Dead Girl )
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[06 Jun 2003|01:28am] |
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7.11.2003 Boston, MA Fleet Boston Pavilion
7.12.2003 Hyannis, MA Cape Cod Melody Tent
7.13.2003 Portland, ME Merrill Auditorium
7.16.2003 Westbury, NY Westbury Music Fair
7.17.2003 Pittsburgh, PA Amphitheater at Station Square
7.19.2003 Atlantic City, NJ Trump Marina
7.21.2003 New York, NY Beacon Theater
7.23.2003 Vienna, VA WolfTrap
7.24.2003 Baltimore, MD Pier Six Pavilion
7.25.2003 Portsmouth, VA Harbor Center
7.30.2003 Cary, NC Regency Park Amphitheater
7.31.2003 Atlanta, GA Chastain Park Amphitheater
8.01.2003 Memphis, TN Botanic Garden
8.02.2003 Nashville, TN Ryman Auditorium
8.05.2003 Detroit, MI Meadow Brook Music Center
8.08.2003 Chicago, IL House of Blues
8.09.2003 Minneapolis, MN Orpheum Theater
8.11.2003 Des Moines, IA Iowa State Fair
8.12.2003 Springfield, IL Illinois State Fair
so there it is...tour dates...for now anyway...i do suppose i'll have more, i always do...well anyway, i've had an interesting night tonight...won't mention any names...we'll leave that alone...but when i think about it..even though its been some years...i still feel kind of bad about being with anyone else...that's what happened with Nicholas...i thought i loved him...we married...but i couldn't handle it...danny was just around way too much and i think that nick and i both knew that it just wasn't going to work...but i think that i have some serious thinking to do before i can accomplish anything with anyone...
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[04 Jun 2003|12:14am] |
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i'm sitting here typing this while at the same time trying to get this buzzing noise out of my ear...it also feels like something is like poking me on my back...its annoying me badly...oh well...anyhow...i talked with Jorge earlier tonight...he's alright, i guess...shit...i missed an interview with some stupid ass radio show...those things always annoy the piss outta me...all they do is want to ask about my past and aren't to concerned about my future...i just tell them all to kiss my ass, because i don't care anymore...so thats the end of that...ciao..
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[01 Jun 2003|12:58am] |
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Hootie and the Blowfish- Goodbye |
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I must have been blind...i didn't even see that michael was here...i don't think it would have changed my mind at all...but ever since i've noticed him here...i've been wanting to talk to him...and talk is all...i still think he's a good person at heart...so michael if you read this...im me or call me...anyhow...god this is going to sound really nice after i just wrote that above...yes i don't feel that way about michael anymore, and no i don't have danny or nicholas...buti need someone...and please don't think i'm trying to sound desperate, i'm not...just as i am going through all this recent musical shit and not have anyone by myside to see me through...all the good times and the bad...danny has helped me a lot through this, but its not the same at all...danny is the reason my album is out...but danny's not here...and its okay...maybe its not...i don't know...
( OCC )
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[29 May 2003|10:51am] |
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okay so yeah i'm supposed to make an update...so here it goes...these past oh 3 or 4 weeks going over tour dates and concert set lists and then meetings over affiliates with my father...its just so very confusing...but comforting to know i'm actually doing something with myself...with my life...but its okay...i've got my kids and thats all that makes me happy in life...knowing they are happy...so my tour is starting soon...its a co-headlining trek with Chris Isaak, it will begin July 11 at the Fleet Boston Pavilion. The 17-city treks ends August 12 at the Illinois State Fair in Springfield...so i'm excited because i think chris issak is a wonderful artist...but for now i'm off...talk to y'all later...
~*lisa*~
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[26 May 2003|12:00am] |
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first i wanted to say hello to everyone...second...wow...this um...music business thing has really opened a lot of things for me...but its not as if i had any trouble with that anyway...i guess what i'm saying is that its just all of a sudden...i didn't think it was going to take off this fast and this well...so thanks to everyone...and for anyone who doesn't care...well fuck you...so i'm done writing now...i'll talk to everyone later...
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[24 May 2003|01:49am] |
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3 doors down- be like that |
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hello to everyone out there....yes its me...lisa marie...hey that rhymed...anyway...i'm getting one of these things so i can write shit down and not have to worry about going nuts on someone who walks by...so i guess if you want to know about me your best bet is to probably read my bio on my info page thing...or if you really want to you can ask me...i don't bite so don't be afraid...well i guess thats it...oh yeah...here is my aim name:
lisa x marie xxx so you can come and chat with me if you'd like....so thats it...talk with you all later...
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